A Holy Month

Assalamualaikum earthlings...

it's been awhile i've hibernated this blog,and today as in the mid of Ramadhan,alhamdulillah,i am finally inspired to update,mudah2an blog post ani membawa kesedaran kepada kamu semua. Before that i would like to ask you the following questions

Have you ever thought of how lucky you are of being a muslim?

Have you ever thought of what the converts had to go through just to find hidayah from Allah?

Have you not thought of the moments where you forget about Rasulullah Salallahu Alaihi' Wassalam and not answer the salawat everytime you hear someone say it?

Have you no clue what our belove prophet Muhammad Salallahu Alaihi Wassalam did for the sake of our ease and comfort in life an the afterlife?

well know this fellow readers,i have been blinded by the world for a huge portion of my life and only in the recent years i have been on pursuit of doing my five times per day prayer,not perfect but still im trying.

slowly before we know it,Ramadhan will go away,and we dont even know if we might see syawal in time. Will we ever see Ramadhan in the following year?MasyaAllah how life that we have now is so filled with happiness comfort and ease,Ramadhan comes once in a year,semua ibadat dibalas pahala berlipat2 ganda,kenapa ketani masih duduk2 inda cuba meraihnya?

i spent my time roaming around on youtube then i stumbled upon a video taken from a Khutbah Juma'at in Malaysia. Subhanallah,my tears flow like the river listening to the ustaz's speech. I felt my flaws,and i know how little i am in this world,how my life has been wasted too much on maksiat. How will we ever be in the league with Muhammad? we're normal human beings,the temptation especially in the current era is too much for us to neglect. But we must not forget,who lent us the pleasures of the world?

and we must not forget,that everything in this world is NOTHING compared to whats on the other side.

for that,i posted up these videos on my blog,mudah2an bulan suci ani dapat memberi keinsafan kepada ktani semua Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Al-amin!!

Kasih Mesera

Assalamualaikum

its been awhile i know.....how are you doing  earthlings?:D

barang ani batah sudah be draft,daripada ku biarkan buntu baik tah ku publish saja...

they say actions speak louder than words....well in this cases there's no need of shouting...okay before you go on reading this post,this post is not meant to offend anyone and i am not regarding this post to any of the relatonships i endured thus if you are offended,kau poklen...

kata urang lah..bukan aku.....

but when a guy talks about their girlfriends nicely most of the time is just because they're held back from what they really wanna say or there's just nothing bad to say about them.

usually la......we choose who we wanna be based on their looks and character and all that shit,but see what i have encountered is that i look how things shape up and how conversations lead to care and care leads to love.

but yet again everything's empty with just dull conversations such as...

"bhapa bby tu/vHafa tOhz aHHAAAaakkkzzzzzzzz...."

"makan bby sudah?"

" ily"

"imy"

"tahi"

"mwahzzz"

"baie"

well just suggestive guesses her i know most of you peeps do that with ur ladies eh eh?*kirai2*well relationship(t)s like these are stiff....

i personally disagree with the idea of utilizing 'you' 'me' as means of regarding each other.apart from my cautious utilisation of grammars,another reason why i disagree with this is that...it annoys people around you,dont you think?well thats just my personal point of view,listen dont listen,i dont care.

i am not a professional relationship councellor of any sort,but through observations,i guess i've seen substantial issues to bring about in this post.i admit one thing,relationships ani perosak akhlak....a friend once told me,if you're doing your prayers,your heart will somehow be bothered with the thoughts of the ones you love. the term 'zina hati' i believe is coined to subject this matter. the main reason is that we are human with limited capabilities and such. some people can resist temptation,some cannot or they just dont try that hard...

relationships are meant to cure the illness of the lonely heart,apart from that its meant to lead the lost ones back on track,to be more faithful by constant reminders,as well as influencing among each other to pursue Allah because our lives are meant for one thing,to be his humble servants. Sometimes when we love a person too much,it'll change our intention of living,true?

what i meant was you  say things such as 'i'd die for you' 'i live only because of you' and all that  sweet talk bull...but would you really?sincere love is shone with faith,and with only both being faithful to Allah's commands will save them from being influenced into a distorted wraith.everyday the temptations just gets bigger and bigger,and thats what we all face. the nature of human beings are just meant to be that way,in adaption to the darwin theory "survival of the fittest" which is also applicable in this matter.

therefore://dua tiga kucing belari

BISAI KAH INDA

Assalamualaikum,

so what i wanna talk about in this post is the mindset of the people nowadays,bisai kah inda?

not so long ago,we were captive aong these poklen sensations,uuu~~but realisation will overtime happen as more and more so called "civilised" people start to poke around really deep into their criticisms and sarcastic jokes about poklens and all that. to think about it,most features you see in the present world is not so original if that is the case here.

for 2010,i wonder whats gonna come up,for the past years we have endured the presence of shufflers,emos,bboys,etc....well initially,these people were called innovators,screw the spelling for that,overtime...haters will emerge and each groups will become more bold and more challenged by these haters....thus the rebellion of the sultan perak....erm...better stop before i go too far.

so what's the motive of my post?its actually a question,whats gonna come about for 2010?what new trends will emerge among the sub-cultures which already exist?mohawks?the rebirth of the mullets?gotta be something.

im gonna continue on catching up with the posts if possible each week and i will soon touch on things i never touch before.....*that sounded wrong*

anyways,sure will update more since this blog is cohabited by spiders and the mass reincarnation occuring with spider webs here and there,im getting dusty y'know~

fiez signing off...

//therefore;mermaids are actually transvestites....

FEWEEEEEE

no idea for the title. ASSALAMUALAIKUM CHILDREN!

i know ur probably wondering....buntu sudah ni blog si apis ah inda lagi pandai be update......well......i deliberately did that because only then u will stop visiting and i have more space to rant and spill about so wheeee >.<" erm......but no,thanks for visiting you guys,really appreciate it :) if you guys are familiar with the forum im involved in which is the misfits forums,you'll be aware that there's some sort of cardistry/magic online video competition goin on.

i havent cam up with new shits lately,too lazy to record...but ajek helped me filmed a tutorial of one of my moves on the vid below

thanks buddy!!for all of those who doesnt know who ajek is,he is one of Brunei's big potential in the cardistry and magic scene....view his stuffs here

i'm putting some points in consideration to blog about,but for now i'll update you guys teensy weensy bits....i assure you,something big is about to rock the cardistry world with the non-stop bruneian efforts so wish "us" the very best.till then :)

//therefore;pigs bark

Syawal

Assalamualaikum

its the end of Ramadhan,nda payah kamu kurik idung tapuk2 lagi,kalau gatal kan bekukut atu garu tia puas2,makan tah kamu sampai bunal. Happy Eid Mubarak Everyone!

in life,we always sinned to others,friends, parents, siblings and if it werent for this day,people will sorta hesitate to beg for forgiveness to others. It doesnt have to be just during the month of syawal, it could be anytime. Before we can ask someone else to forgive us,we must forgive ourselves. So why not? start off by praying to Allah everynight and forgiving others, in return it will make it easier for them to forgive us. So if you think that you broke someone's heart, talked bad things about them or even picked ur nose & wipe the gold on their favourite shirt,whatever it is, ask for their forgiveness.

this Syawal brought so many things to me. Lotsa things that i'm grateful of which i can only return a minor favour back to the almighty. Selepas Ramadhan, gerenti ktane kan makan this & that iblis bkeliaran meningkatkan hawa nafsu segala keimanan berubah.

to acquire something is wonderful, to maintain what we've acquired is something challenging & wonderful. What im talking about is sacrificing something for the better. its how ur willing to leave the bad things aside & build up the good ones. Not necessarily we have to be radical & alim to be committed to our responsibilities. Im not trying to be a mr know at all but,listen to people's justifications on why they dont carry out their responsibilities as muslims/muslimahs.

Dear brothers & sisters,we dont live forever. Selagi ktani terdaya atu buat tia suruhan Allah atu, jangan di anggap barat barang atu sedangkan ketani balum lagi lakukan. Solat 5 waktu isnt exhausting compared to extreme sports,staying up all night main band arah urang kawin or school? Im saying this because we all have the potential to change for the better. so tell ourselves kalau ketani nda pernah beriman kepada tuhan, minta tah hati ktani kana bersihkan, kerana Alla h itu maha pemurah. Kalau ketani ditimpa masalah ketani memohon arahnya bukan mengharapkan pertolongan manusia saja kerana sesungguhnya tenaga manusia ani datangnya dari Allah jua. Ever wondered why we sometimes experience misfortune?Why Allah wasnt there to help us when we were in mischief?

ask yourself this.

Did you seek out for Allah?

baik tah ktani berbuat sesuatu kebaikan atu daripada nda berbuat langsung coz we dont know when are we gonna die. Maut adalah sesuatu yang paling dekat dengan ktani. I believe that everyone can achieve this feeling, but we all have to start at some point slowly sentiasa berdoa Allah tetapkan iman ktani & semua orang yang ktani sayangi. Aku nada ilmu,aku nada kuasa,hanya secebis peringatan kepada semua yang ktani semua di ciptakan untuk satu tujuan.

Taat kepada Allah Ta'ala

"the lamps are all different but the light is the same"

//therefore;givethanks

Buntu Bro...

Assalamualaikum bros & sis. Its a random hour after sahur + substantial amount of caffeine + joblessness = perfect conditions to blog.

daripada ku biarkan buntu blog ani kan...nda ja? jaa....

so whatsup?emptiness yo,feeling content with guilt and so much more than a day i see everyday...thats what i miss. The great overwhelming feeling of something that pushes me through each day reminding myself that its my last day on earth as we all shal depart sooner than we know. I'm talkng about Iman ladies & gents. Im on a deprivation on that,supposedly Ramadhan brings up a better time for me to focus on my duties. Its gonna come back to me soon i suppose. Yeah it will....it must.

i seldom talk about my daily routines and such nonsense that i am aware that you guys wouldn't wanna waste your time reading anyways..but let me tell you what happened to me anyways with the exams over and i just have so much time to tell you things you dont need to know about me,isn't that fun?:D yayy!

big exam's coming soon,my AS results were kinda degrading,but it helped me somewhat in terms of encouragement and motivation. I dunno what happened back there during June,i must suck alot. Like i did on the history exam, a very good composition about the events that never occured :D and i wish that would entertain the examiners. I mainly wasted the three hours talking about how Hang Tuah governed parts of Malaya along with Tom Hanks (picture below) in the Island where he starred in the movie "Cast Away" (yes that was in Malaya).

Rumors told that Awang Semaun (refer to picture above) used an magical oar to paddle his boat only twice to reach to the island (he used the motor the rest of the journey) to rescue Tom Hanks & Hang Tuah . While that's happening,Hang Tuah was meditating in a cave on the island to until his armpit hair grew much2 longer than his body height that he had to hire a professional to clear it out. In the village which this ceremony was done,the villagers fought over the armpit hair which was said to be a cure to severe ilness such as baldness,stupidity,computer viruses and H1N1. Deaths and massive chaos stroke upon the village and yet until all the armpit hair has been burned causing massive toxic emmission in the atmosphere thus explaining the rising sea level in the current seas.

Tom Hanks after undergoing the meditation with Hang Tuah obtained immortality however his powers wont remain permanent if he fails to prevent his chest hair from being displayed to the open public. Sadly, in 1984 he appeared in a movie directed by Aziz M.Osman entitled "Tarzan : Not Enough Clothes In The Jungle" where he made an epic display of an enormous amount of grass like feature,to adapt to the tropical surroundings of the amazon apart from blending in with the apes. On the other side of a screen, the public were thoroughly disturbed by the indecent display of "manhood" causing massive internal bleedings among pregnant womans as well as internal puking (from their babies).

this has concerned the history of several countries which are linked through a careful yet radical analysis done by a Historian believed to be cohabiting in a dwellings among the Rambutans which the malays would prefer it as Tanjong. Thus concludes the presence of great explanation to which the whites were called as Mat Salleh by those who may concern.

the medicine to depression ahhh~~~~^_^"




//therefore; it didnt happen.

June

Assalamualaikum,GREETINGS EARTHLINGS!!

to all those who have the fondness to waste their time reading this post comprised of dwellings of useless information about one's life,or some may find useful,

i thank you.

i'd like to mention this word so much as i like to mention the above word, "jazakallah" a word i discovered which occurs to be a meaningful word to be utilized to show grace to the almighty. Many things are unexplanable in life and people just keep on asking for the better however to put into consideration, some people endure much more worse cases than one encounters. But things became better if we expect it to be. Needless to say i have been unable to handle my attitude and behaviour lately and i know it happened for reasons that only him will know until the right time i will discover myself.

and ofcourse without all these things happening, what would life be?

an issue i would like to touch in this post is concerning the understanding of others in defining social life. unable to blog in noisy condition i had to shut off my stereo and put aside my ipod just to focus on this particular matter. Something had called me out to question the things that we do which we strongly shouldnt. it always starts with a small curiosity which grows overtime and once attempted,it becomes an addiction. take ciggarettes for instance*screw the spelling* it starts when one person tries and later it turns into an addiction. Same things occur with other so called "necessities". I have encountered many people justifying their needs towards these things and they try to relate it to positive views....most common phrase is that it turns out to be a trend or an escape from depression,as well as something unacceptable such as friend influence. As i mentioned to a friend of mine,the human life is active,as well as the thinking. apart from damaging themselves,they are acting towards destroying others subliminally.

what are we to do?

when we show them the truth where they justify the wrong?

when we ask them to stop and consider when they refuse?

when we shed our tears everynight thinking of the plague they invest in us and themselves?

for once i felt that everything is useless,every effort to make change,to make them realize how important it is to us as well as others around them but we have no wide knowledge,no strength and great power of influence that we possess,to understand that achieve something like this is impossible and considering that all hope is lost but yet i think again what a friend told me.

"Allah berbicara denganmu tentang sabar..."

all of the despair went into an end. At that time i realised the thing i pointed out earlier about picturing ourselves in worse positions where other people have only small things to handle while some carry the heaviest burden in their shoulder but they constantly preserve their patience because they're only doing it for the good of others and for Allah. Instantly everything became as light as air and the feeling is unexplanable unless felt....very overwhelming.

by those things said i command you people to resume to your lives and live life the fullest,safe and peacefully. Also thanks to the motivation that is sent to me by a particular person(yeah you know who you are) to clear things out of my chest for i have no strength to keep it to myself,kamu ambil lah apa2 yang patut,if you guys get offended by this deep apologies from me as i am speaking but the truth and no intention to offend anyone...kalau kamu marah poklen kamu tu...

urang cakap,bukan aku~~~

//therefore;indomie rocks!